terrshee's Diaryland Diary

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Monday, I Dislike This Monday

I'm staring at my work to-do list and being absolutely paralyzed with ennui. I can't think of my assigned task with anything except a desire to avoid it completely.

What do you do when your boss asks you to give him a report with a foregone conclusion that you know is just plain misguided? What he wants is not a bad thing, but it is not what is needed and no thought is being given as to what is required to complete the task at hand.

I keep finding my face buried in my hands and a heavy sigh escaping my lips. A little theatrical, but heartfelt.

Of course I know what I'll end up doing. I'll write an honest report and present what I see as the proper path to follow, then wait to be told that isn't what they want and please to give them what the right answer. But this time I have a strong feeling I will tell them to find someone else to give them the rubber stamp because I'm not interested in playing nice at the moment. I haven't spent the last few years going to school to learn how to do things better to be stymied in every direction. Grrr.

Not enough sleep last night between sitting up late and fussing over the trivial in my life.

10:55 a.m. - 2005-05-23
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