terrshee's Diaryland Diary

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I Want Yesterday Back

I want yesterday back. It was such a good day.

I worked intensely all day and got a lot of stuff done for which actual appreciation was expressed by the beneficiaries.

I went home just a bit early. I snacked on homemade guacamole. I blew through my remaining algebra homework. I had time to take a vigorous walk. I rescued a dove that had gotten stuck in my building's stairwell. I ate a PB&J sandwich. I started (and nearly completed) a painting destined for Knitgeek and Fin. I watched an episode of Firefly. I snuggled with cats and cleanup up their puke, but not at the same time.

I felt awake and competent and productive. I love feeling like that.

Today I am sleepy and uninspired. Perhaps this is because I realize I need to confront a few outstanding issues, like telling the GI doc that I'm not better (I am so tired of chest pain, but even more tired of being treated unsuccessfully for it) and getting out of the current refi agreement and considering others. But mostly I think it is this damned job where I do nothing but drift from day-to-day, and where the scheduling occasionally throws me something I can sink my metaphoric teeth into, like yesterday.

Time to wake up and see if there is something to chew on out there.

9:10 a.m. - 2005-06-21
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